I know I shouldn’t be
but I’m scared of my future
of what will come
of what I’ll lose.
I’m so afraid of not achieving anything
and letting people down
or no one staying by my side
or being stuck here forever.
Sometimes I think life is not for me
it’s full of emotions and so much to handle
so much to worry about
so much to feel.
Who knows what life is all about”
I don’t know how long it will take me
to realize that life will never make sense
and I just have to try to be happy
and be a good human.